Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Waiting

Yesterday I laid in bed ready to tear off my poor husband’s head off…the anxiety of becoming a mother is something that has only been theoretical until now. The safety of the womb has not just been a comfort zone for my baby girl, but for my adolescent byproduct as well. No matter where you think you are in life, uncertainty is pail of cold water on a freezing day and it always comes right before you make your way up that stage. I’ve been creating life, pushing through the days, finding strength and patience when every moment seems more exhausting…but it hasn’t been more real until this moment. This moment when my on biology has already started to prepare me physically…my soul seems to be reaching out to prepare my courage as well.